
This is a sleepy Rosa taken during the summer. Isn't my angel granddaughter beautiful? I felt this sleepy today after water exercise and tonight. I took a nap for several hours and Emma didn't even wake me to go outside. I guess she was sleepy also?
It is the Feast of All Saints in the Catholic Church so of course Greg is working. He won't be home till late. I was thinking of the people I have known that I think are saints in Heaven. People like my Grandma among others. It is a day when i think of those I have loved and miss them.
One singer I like is Peter Mayer. I think Emma likes him too - I play it enough. He is a folk singer not the rock modern singer with a similar name. He sings a song about Everything is Holy Now. It is wonderful. It reflects on his youth and formal religious events but that now he sees the holiness in nearly everything.
I mention that because I firmly thing for Greg (who has had cancer several times) and I (MS) I think we look at life different now as well. We see the sacred holiness of times shared with family and friends. I think God is Love and is present in a special way at those moments. I use to explain to people when Greg was really ill that every day we shared together was as special as Christmas - we treasured it so much.
I remember one summer that Greg had a big surgery due to cancer, and I had struggles due to MS (though it wasn't yet diagnosed). I could barely walk and was trying to care for him. Dan , my son, was still in grade school. I asked my son "Will you remember this as the summer you rarely got to the beach or the park or did fun things with your parents?" I was so discouraged.
His reply lightened my mood. "I will remember this as the summer I watched every Twins game with my Dad, and my mom and I played lots of board games". He found joy in our presence even while I was feeling bad about how health was limiting our opportunities.
I think even Emma gives me a glimpse of the comfort from God. Today she was helpful in public and so comforting snuggling next to me. She is like God's voice inviting me to go out to enjoy nature and play with her. She accepts me if I am so sleepy, and when we are more active. She shows me unconditional love. It gives me a glimpse of how much God must love us.
My belief that I see so many things as holy - does not mean I see church or organized religion as not important. I see the value in joining with a church community. I just don't think it is the only place to find God, holiness etc.
I think of Emma as a gift from God. Truly Judy is an example of an angel in life now. Besides other volunteer things she does/did, she has trained Emma, helped Tiga be healthy and have two litters of puppies, and is training Charlie. She gives unselfishly of herself to others...another sign of holiness.
As I think of saints - I think of the song by Alabama called "Angel's Among Us". Certainly the staff of helping paws, foster families, and countless volunteers are angels to those of us in need of the assistance of a service dog.
Thanks to all of you who are angels in my life - especially Judy, Emma's foster mom.
I am sleepy but not so sleepy that I can't think of the angels among us and how I see God's Holiness in so many places.
Wishing you love in your life,
Mary and Emma